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Whenever I am under the shower, where the unnecessary voices are drowned by the pouring water.
Whenever I put my headphones on, deafened by max-volumed depressing music that I love.
Whenever I can smoke alone, while it is still dawn where I can stare at the dark sky with the sun still below the horizon.
Wherever I can [...]

My New Found Love

I have been gagging for a Marc by Marc Jacobs handbag lately. So I did some research on the Internet, but found nothing that intrigued me. So I decided to go to Selfridges and have a look. Besides, I’m kinda iffy with the idea of buying handbags online, unless I already know exactly which one [...]

When The World Turns Silent (A Fiction)

The room is gloomy. Depression is hanging in the air. I switch the lamp on. You grab the remote. I stare at my laptop. You, sitting there, two feet away, are still holding the remote. Silence, along with its heaviness, is excruciating. Then I start to make pointless moves, here and there. With your back [...]

Wicked

We are.
Wicked.
WICKED.
Goddammit, we’re so wrong, we’re so right for each other.
The crash and burn of two deranged minds.
The explosion, which somehow created this new kind of supernova,
and which radiation outshone my entire galaxy.
Then the remnant shall stay, yet float forever free.
A sovereign virtue.
And that, my dear stellar, is why I love you.

In Exile

I am so selfish. I meant to love, yet kept hurting others. I want everything, yet I know -in the end- I’ll have nothing.
Sometimes I think I’m better off alone.
Oh baby, let me explain something
It’s all down to drugs
At least I remember taking then and not a lot else
It seems I’ve stepped over lines
You’ve drawn [...]

*some

The whispers. The slaps. The promises.
Grasping for air in between. Forgetting everything.
The rise of excitement, followed by the fall of the moment.
Then comes the waiting. And the trying. It’s getting boring.
I’m getting bored.
Trying to get rid of the flashes in my head, but curiosity is my sworn enemy. It’s killing me.
Or maybe, like so [...]

Me vs Men

My relationships with men in the past were not always good. (You can cheer to that). I had this thing with breaking up on bad terms. See, it made “forgetting” an easier task for me. But come to think of it, I have never had trouble in forgetting men. I fell in love (that’s the [...]

A Parallel World

I have been traveling, wandered, and lost in another dimension. In the place I knew and missed. I felt like staying there forever. Floating in the clouds. Blending with colors. Forgetting the world and the miseries it brings.
It was sickeningly surreal, an absolute freedom.
It was heaven.